There's No Place Like Home..

on 1st dec 09, mark my 6th month opening my shop at Delima Jaya Complex. it was something that i would never expect to achieve as it involves lots of sweat, determination, courage, a little bit of luck, a good partner and above all a pray, that things will go as planned. unfortunately, things won't always be smooth all the way. few months down the road, some things gone awry. our whole load of stocks was nowhere to be seen due to someone's unrespectable 'business ethics'. lots of problems arises from there and just gives us lots and lots of headaches. and to add to the injury, i lost my beloved grandma due to stroke just few days after. out of the sudden my life came crashing down. i don't even know where to begin picking up what's left of it. luckily i have a family and a very dear someone who help me get back on my feet. tonight, on this day i decided to close down the shop that brings me a lot of memories and move to a new premise. we have to start back from one, and hopefully this time it will bring a lot of success and luck to both of us and may our dreams came true..Insya Allah

Praise To The ONE..

It's Not The End..

life is like a circle, there will always be ups and downs. sometimes we are on top of the world and as human nature itself, tends to forget who we are. but as we stumble and came crashing down, we became sober and just keep contemplating what and where we done wrong or worse, blaming other people for our own mistakes. its easily to point fingers rather than just take the blame, think back where we did wrong and just move on. i had my fair share of failures in the past. things gone wrong, sometimes its not good to trust someone so much even if the person is so close to you, they might hurt you and worse, you'll never know where to turn. times like this, we will always be alone..

i'll catch you when you fall..

I Miss You..

life is unpredictable, you'll never know what will happen tomorrow or the next day except The ONE. the only thing that we could do is just pray, good things will come our way. today we celebrate Eid Adha or feast of sacrifice, and another 2 more days month of December will came knocking. how fast time flies..

a lot of things has happen for the last 11 months. the saddest is when my beloved grandma passed away last July. her sudden demise really tear me apart. i feel lost, can't find the rythm of my heart and it sometimes takes a toll in my relationship with the people i love and care most. i felt insecure. it would take me a great amount of time to recover. but i do let go, i know Allah loves her more. things happen for a reason, thats what people say..

Al-Fatihah...

Hiatus..

It's been a long time, well 8 months that is that i haven't post anything here. i'll be back again soon..

Play The Russian Roulette.....

sometimes, for some people life is like a casino. as the usual human nature, people likes to gamble on everything. maybe in search for a better life, or maybe, just by simply wanting or the fun of experiencing something without even having the slightest idea that one bad move or costly mistake would make them lose it all. maybe what i said doesn't really make sense, but if you look at the present, you will understand. some even gamble in their perfectly good life in return of something better but turns out it was never as it seems. maybe for the people, what drives them to go that far is the fun and the risky part. but what happen when we lose it all on the table? the future would seem uncertain, we only have ourselves to blame in the end.....

Happy Birthday Mama...

Happy Birthday to my mum which falls yesterday (16 Jan). we had a surprise birthday dinner last night to celebrate her birthday, and from that looks on her face she was so overwhelmed cos as far as we know, this is the first time we organize a surprise dinner for her. Happy birthday mum, may you have a healthy life and be bless always. we love you..:)

A Happy 2009...

Happy New Year 2009 for everyone, my family and friends. hope it will be a great year for all of us :)